Its 4:38 am and i cant sleep, theres so many thoughts passin though my head such as uni, upcoming job interview, social life and my general future. And it leaves me feeling like i'm staring into the face of the unknown and unable to look away to plan future things, i just wish i could kick the unknown in the damm nuts and sleep but between all the thoughts in my head and this feeling that i'm about to explode i just cant do a simple thing like sleep. This is probally just a temporary state of mind and when i do go to sleep whenever that will be i will just wake up and everything will be seemily fine but it wont, the only thing allowing me to concentrate to write this is listening to Drive By Truckers. I think whats wrong is the fact i keep having a lazy state of mind and with things like planning uni, getting a job etc and i should be planning ahead but i dont ,i dunno but as i thought writing about it here has helped a little. To anyone that will actually read this it probally sounds like a right pile of shite i dunno but it is 4:45am and explaining your feelings is a challenge. This may be my first and last journal entry it is the first i have ever ever done as i never have the patience to do one before. Well i'm gonna go and maybe photoshop something or look at some folks work on here. Lesson from this rambling you cant kick the unknown in the nuts sadly